My husband left me two months ago. One week after our two year anniversary and it’s just now hitting me. I thought I was strong but the truth is I was numb to it all. I don’t understand why I feel the way I feel. Maybe this is God’s way of breaking me down because I don’t think I really had to the faith to believe it wasn’t over until last week. It’s just silly how now that I believe with my whole heart it’s God’s plan for us to be together and that we are meant to be together I am weaker then ever.
But I do have faith that this is not over.
I do have hope that things will change.
And I love him with my whole heart.
I have faith that Jesus can do all things.
I have hope that Jesus will bring my husband home.
And I love Jesus with my whole heart, no matter the outcome.
So I’m okay.
Even though I hurt so much. so so much.